Huhh :((

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag?
oke itu mah lagunya mbak katty.

Hmm.. Akhir akhir ini gue ngerasa gue bukan gue.
ada yang salah. gue berubah.

kalo kayak film Insidious 1
gue tuh udah jalan terlalu jauh dan gue tersesat
dan gue gatau jalan buat balik lagi.
tapi ini ngga selebay lagu Butiran Debu yah-_-

tapi serius :((
I need someone to help me back.

gue bukan lagi kabur dari rumah,
atau sedang berbolang dan nyasar ya.

It's about my life.
I'm on wrong way!!!
I know that. it's so far to go Ly!!!:"((

Hmmm...

Pernah ngerasa sendiri, bahkan saat lo berada disituasi yang rame?
atau... rasanya pengen menyendiri, gak ada yg ganggu...

That's what I feel right now.huh...
Tapi gue gak punya alasan buat itu, gak tau kenapa! ehmm...

SINGLE!

I'm perfectly lonely 'Cause I don't belong to anyone, nobody belongs to me. no commitment and free~ i can do anything, anything that i want! let it flow, enjoy with my life!

Bad, Broken, Cry, Good, Hate!

i'm a liar because i wont tell you everything.
i'm stupid because sometimes i'm wrong.
i'm ugly because my face isn't parfect.
i'm a pushover because i like making people happy.
i'm a loser because i'm a not friend with your group.
i'm fake because i'm too nice.
i'm weird because i'm not like you.
i'm clingy because i don't like to be alone.
i'm insecure because i care about what people think of me.
i'm no fun because i'm not always hyper.
don't try to tell me who i am.
because i already know.

Dear, you.

You yes you, always in mi mind all the time. i can't stop to thinking of you until sleep in the night. I miss how you hold me, i miss when you kiss my forehead, hugh me thightly, and doing all the stupid things together. You still in my head. running in my brain all the time, when i sleep still you in there, in my dream... Why you gimee a lot memories that hard to be forgotten? why you gimme a lot of attention that makes me never want to let you go?! why you must go in the time where i still need you?! There's no one person can changes you, move your name and your memories, anything. Nothing can be more or just little. I miss you i miss you i miss our memories. If i could be where you stand i will, if i could hold your hand everytime i will, if i could make your mind only me i will. if you know how bad and sad i am without you, if you know how miss i am with you, if you know i can't stop thinking of you. I cry all the night to think over you. Maybe we are seen the same sky, seen the same moon, seen the same star, but the fact we are far away with different place, different situation. If you with another girl now, no matter how hard it is i will accepted, even that's hard to my feelings i will always happy to seing you being happy with another girl. But me, here, still, be, a lone, girl. without you, without "friends" without new boyf. i still want to be alone, i still want to prepare my life, my self to be new person, try to forget the pain, try to forget the pass, try to forget you. I hope it will be succes to nex year. I always pray to GOD to always protect you in GOD's ways, gave you good girl in her personality. i will be here to forget you and our memories, wish me luck. enjoy your new life, and me? still survive with all this shit that happened to me.

Indah Pada Waktunya

Ada waktu untuk berduka, ada waktu untuk bersuka, ada waktu untuk berdiam, ada waktu untuk berkata. Namun diatas segalanya, aku tau ALLAHku bekerja mendatangkan kebaikan, bagi yang mengasihinya. Disaat yang aku alami, tak seperti yang kuingini disaat tiada jawaban, mengapa harus terjadi. Namun diatas segalanya, aku tau ALLAHku bekerja mendatangkan kebaikan bagi yang mengasihinya. Mungkin tak ku pahami, apa yang kini aku alami, namun aku tau pasti kasih ALLAHku takkan berhenti. Akan kuserahkan semua pergumulanku padamu TUHAN, karena aku tau pasti, semua akan jadi indah pada waktunya.

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